Post by Vox on Jun 3, 2008 18:06:06 GMT -6
So. Voxxie is feeling a little on edge, and through careful therapy sessions with my Beloved Pater, I have discerned that I have been acting 'desperate' in general around all people because of several reasons.
The SAT is coming up and if I don't get the score expected of me, this one program I'm part of won't put in a good word for me regarding university.
I belong to too many role-plays, but I don't want to let anybody down so...I can't really quit. One of them have pretty much died, and the other isn't as advanced as I'd like (but still has nice peeps on it and is active <33), there's LOA, The Demon Parade (-shamelessly promotes it with members on DogRealm-), and another site that went caput, but that I still owe posts on.
Then there's DR of course, which needs me to post at least 10-15 times on the forums in order to be considered active. If I'm not active, I'd get demodded, and that no beez gud. I've been on there since June of 2006, and was made a moderator in August of 2007. I am still a moderator, the two others I was 'modded' have been either de-modded for inactivity, or banned for basically giving the finger to the site owner virtually, and allowing a past-admin that had been banned back on through her account. So...It's the equivalent of your peers, class of '08, just graduated, having their diplomas ripped and sent to prison because they've betrayed the government or gone on a mass shooting massacre. Everybody's looking at me like...WILL SHE 'SPLODE, LOLWUT?!!11!!1 And I need to make sure I don't slip up. I also want to be promoted, though I don't much deserve it, you know how lazy I am. xDD
All of this combined is making me over-eager to involve myself in things that I can't reasonably be expected to do, sacrificing my integrity with all of you and others, and making me generally ornery and uncooperative with my family. So.
I am going to have to put some posting on hold, and try to boost my Math scores in the test by working harder. CramcramcramdoughnutbreakcramcramcramlaughmyselfsillyatValid'slatestjokecramcramcramgivelovetoLOAandDPcramcramcram.
That's all! Love you all, I'll try to be on as much as I can <33
Oh, and most important of all... KIN YOU BEELEEF I GIT FREE THERAPY, LULZ, bejealousnao. And from a financial consultant, as if the free-ness wasn't enough, durrrrh xDD.
The SAT is coming up and if I don't get the score expected of me, this one program I'm part of won't put in a good word for me regarding university.
I belong to too many role-plays, but I don't want to let anybody down so...I can't really quit. One of them have pretty much died, and the other isn't as advanced as I'd like (but still has nice peeps on it and is active <33), there's LOA, The Demon Parade (-shamelessly promotes it with members on DogRealm-), and another site that went caput, but that I still owe posts on.
Then there's DR of course, which needs me to post at least 10-15 times on the forums in order to be considered active. If I'm not active, I'd get demodded, and that no beez gud. I've been on there since June of 2006, and was made a moderator in August of 2007. I am still a moderator, the two others I was 'modded' have been either de-modded for inactivity, or banned for basically giving the finger to the site owner virtually, and allowing a past-admin that had been banned back on through her account. So...It's the equivalent of your peers, class of '08, just graduated, having their diplomas ripped and sent to prison because they've betrayed the government or gone on a mass shooting massacre. Everybody's looking at me like...WILL SHE 'SPLODE, LOLWUT?!!11!!1 And I need to make sure I don't slip up. I also want to be promoted, though I don't much deserve it, you know how lazy I am. xDD
All of this combined is making me over-eager to involve myself in things that I can't reasonably be expected to do, sacrificing my integrity with all of you and others, and making me generally ornery and uncooperative with my family. So.
I am going to have to put some posting on hold, and try to boost my Math scores in the test by working harder. CramcramcramdoughnutbreakcramcramcramlaughmyselfsillyatValid'slatestjokecramcramcramgivelovetoLOAandDPcramcramcram.
That's all! Love you all, I'll try to be on as much as I can <33
Oh, and most important of all... KIN YOU BEELEEF I GIT FREE THERAPY, LULZ, bejealousnao. And from a financial consultant, as if the free-ness wasn't enough, durrrrh xDD.
